my path

assalamualaikum...
so ats dasar ingin menyelesaikan problem dr akar umbi n ingin dpt solution yg baekkk punyerr..
sy pun bulatkan hati n tekad utk fly g KL.. jejalan ckit...shopping..jmpe kwn lm..
and at the same time jumpe DRShakirin aka lectrr yg akan supervise sy utk master nnt.

ehemm!
its been awhile sy apply application nk jd research assistant kat UM.. alhmdllh dpt..
and setelah hvg a brief discussinon dgn dr Shak, sy akan memulakan kerjaya sbg RA awl januari thun 2016. so i might fly there on 4th o 5th.. inshaAllah..

so sy hr sy dpt fokus n brsuungguh2, xsia-siakan peluang yg ad dan dpt mghbskan kajian sy selama setahun..inshaAllah amiinn.. :) doakan sy yeahh...

xsbr nk g Research centre.. !!

heyyy !

i love you. ;) smga jodoh itu milik kita.
smga disatukan dgn perasaan cinta n kasih, rs syg n bahagia yg didatangkan dr Nya.
titiplah nama ku dlm doamu. kerana ak jua mnyebut namamu.
smga tuhan izinkan kita utk bersama atas redhaNya.

inshaAllah, amiinnn.

tc always. fi hifzillah.

^^,

ak dan powerbank :P

ceritanya beginiii.... uhukk2... yelarhh.. ip ak tu betri mo dua kali cas sehari bru full. kkdg xbawak lak charger.. bawak ponn xd tmpt nk cucuk lak an.. nk cucuk idong besar lak lubang idung ni.. dgn idung yg xbrapan nk mancung ni..nsb bek batang idung tingi gak >_< hehe ini ap ni crta psl idung nsb x trckp psl bulu idong org yg sllu trkeluar. dah2..
 so dgn cpt prubhn yg brlaku d sekeliling kita..teknologi yg merentasi masa dan dunia.. powrbank dh jd keperluan lah pulak kepada empunya smartphone..xkisah lah brpa power o plbgi mcm saiz.hm.. so far.. dlm 3 thun ni.. ak dh ad 4 powerbank uhuuuu bkn nk bangga kebende wehhh..

first ak beli tu.. wrna purple.. mmg cntik n puas hati pakai.. shiny2 lak tu.. power ak dh xbrpa igt.. lbh 10k gk rsnya.. time second yr ak stay kat usia... kononya time cuti sem ak mlslh nk angkut sume brg sb nnt sem dpn dok kat sn gak,, ak bw bju ckit2 jerrr n brg kperluan harian jerlahh dpendekkan crta.. kat rumah x lh ak guna pwrbnk n jln pun jrg sllu cas kat dlm krta si dia jx dlu2 tu hoho.. buka jer sem tu.. ak cek lah laci meja stdy tmpt ak tgglkn powerbank ak tu.. buka2 jer tgk2.. xd dahhh!!!!!! omakkk. hm.. xnk ah tuduh2.. sb sy gk yg plg lmbt balik umah time tu.. xknlh macik cleaner o org buat maintenance an yg cekau.. yg ak pns racket bdminton skali kena kebas. ak punyalah berangan nk main bdminton ptg2 kat dewan usia.. cehhh pdhl ak xd ms sllu nk prgi busy bebb..

so tmtlh riwayat powerbnk ak tu.. second lak, tu sb ak sllu mngadu kat mama aku lau ak balik papar, betri kong babe dlm bus,.. time ak otw p umah.. so ak jugak yg kene bebel parents xdpt call ak tnya kat mn dh ap sume ah.. so mmg pntg ah pwrbnk buat musafir tegar mcm ak ni.. pntg ad ms trluang, klas xd ker ap ker..cuti ak bwlah diri ak balik ke pangkuan keluarga trsyg.. rndu nak memain dgn adik2..lyn karenah dorg sorg2.. manja trlebih tuuu... n afcos sb nk kena cium oleh mama n papa ak,,kih33.. im forever their princessbaby.. lm kot ak sorang2 ppuan..last2 ad gak hana kluar dr perut mamaku.. hehe.. lg satu dosa kan jatuh brguguran lau dpt ciuman dr mama..tu yg ak hrp sgt tu.. cukuplah jd anak pelawan n durhaka time muda remaja tu..skg dh nk jd ank solehah, berbakti cukup2, byk2 kat parents n mylovelyfam..amiin..inshaAllah..smoga tuhan pnjgkn umur ak utk brbakti n bahagiakan ibubapa aku... amiinn3..

"give your parents evrything n Allah shall give u evrythg"-
ak pgg tguh ayat ni.. so mama ak, ngam2 lak ad kwn dia jual brdbnd murh tp jenama ak xpnah dgrlah kan.. oleh krna murah n ak pun dh tringin sgt nk berpowerbank wlu mc x move on lg dgn my previous pwrbnk, ak pun suruhlah mamaku order dgn kwn di.. mula2 hepy sb cntik dtgk tp dh buat hal lak...mmg dr china xleh pkai sgt bebarang die an,pasrah jerlah..xlm ak guna..service x bgus.. so ampai2 jx lah d rumah smpi skg tu pwrbank pink bulu2 ckit hoho.

so pwrbnk yg ktga lak mcm ni alkisah nya.. disbbkn dr dlu aku brkenan sgt dgn brand 'pineng' n design die yg cntik wlupun agak berat.. kualiti ini matchiammm (*tunjuk sentiki*).. hehe.. so xlm slps bbrpa bulan.. i mean the very next sem.. sblm ak g nek gunung.. ak be;i ah pwrbank lgpun risau gak lau ad pntg2 emergency xdpt kol ak..mntau ad yg rndu kan bla xbersua..aisehhhh... konpom ad bh..jgn ko tdk mengaku... wekkk.. ehehehe.. tgkk.. dia senyum2..rnndu awak jugak (blushing pipi pau/.. hmm so ak pun p lah beli kat cp.. kat kdai cina yg mmbe ak ckp hrga dia bleh tahan.. kununlah kkan.. ak ni kaki bargaining.. ahahahahahhaaha... mnges itu pekerja sy p mnta hrga plg rendah..ehehe.. tp dia ttp bg mahh...ehehehe.. entah rs hepy kan lau beli brg yg belh kurg hrga kih3.. so sia pun bw balik n tunjuk sm simama sm suma lah.. gumbira abis cntik lps tu pikir lps ni xd lah lg kepayahn mengkoling beliau mun sda smpii d trminal papar. abis sy suka gerak ptg dr usia jd smpi pun d ppr sllu mau dkt lwat ptg atau mlm. hoho. lgpun sejuklah kan xdlh masak dlm bus..abis utak ku ehh..sasak pikiran.. bju lg bepaluh2,,, adidihh.. zmn nek bus pasti akn brakhir xlm lagi.. aminn... :) dmn ad kemahuan d stu ada jalan.. ohh yaa.. wrna gold tu pinen sy tu...

cukuppp ah...skg beralih kpd powerbank yg keempat dan yg trakhir (buat ms ni eheheh).. tp xd prncgn utk mnmbh yg baru pd thun ni..thun dpn mgkn ad crta lg lah kan.. hihi.. so yg keempat ni pun wrna gold,,sy sgtlh suka wrna gold ni ehehehe.. biasalah wanita dan emas xdpt dipisahkan..asset gia.. dan... jenama dia bkn lg pineng tetapinya.. sda p tukar jnma yg xfemes..asl ad..time tu ad promotion kan d cp.. ehhh cp lg..biasalah lau nek bus nicp tu kira titik tgh dr ums sm bustop ppr d wawasan.. eheheeheh...jd oleh kerana hrga yg murh tlah memikat hatiku utk mngluarkn duit dr dompet buruk ku itu.. hoho..ohh nnt mo beli purse..sd mo dkt 3 thun tu dompet sy guna.. sy ni pndi jaga barang ni.. (calon isteri yg baik kan ? ehehehehe ehh ibu yg baik jgk) hendaknya..aminn. inshAllah.. jd sudahlah sy p beli ehehehee..  cukup sda... tp jrg jgk sda sy guna tu pwrbnk dlm beg sja gia.. sb sy jns yg save betri hp sy ni... jrg kan bekoling ahhahahahahaa.. trip single.. tp mimang pun..wkakakakaka.. chat pun pntg2 aja dehhh.. selfiedkurgkan sb memory hp yg bikin pns... hoho..


baiklahh... slmt brpuasa dn nx week beraya sd kita.. sy ingn mngmbil kesempatan ini utk memohon maaf dr hujung kaki smpi hujung rmbut.. kosong-kosong ahhh ging... slmt hr raya aidilfitriiiii :)

bila org environment bercherita

subhanallah masyallah... alhamdulillah.. ya rabb.. indahnya segalanya yg kau ciptakan..

time otw balik kelas: aku memegang kepalaku..denyutan vein d kepala dpt ku rskan. ak brhrp migraine kali ni xbrapa teruk brbndg sebelumnya. inshaAllah.. nafasku trcungap2 seperti baru berlari pecut 100m lagakku. kekadang ak naik angin smpi nk marah pacik bus sb x psg aircond tp just psg angin jer.. dahlah terik mcm ni.. xd common sense sgt ! bentak hatiku. kenanya ak pgsan camaner,,
ak lipat kemas2 payung yg ku beli dr watson tu. tp bukan jenama watson pun okayy. tp uv ttp tembus gak wlupun guna payung. tetttttt. kot nak pakai sunglasses jejalan area ums an. hahahaa.
ak terai2 gak tancap sunscreen/sunblock kat muka ak yg comel ni., ehhh ? tp ak rs rimas lah plak. melekit cmpur dgn peluh bak hangggg... even dh sejam lbh awal tepek kat muka. cairrrrr weyhhhh... hebatnya ciptaan Ilahi.. saiz matahari yg berlipat kali ganda walau jauh cmana pun bumi ttp gak akn kena tempiasnya ye dakk.
tp kalau crta psl nak rebut bus g kuliah ak kira sllu nasib baik sbnrnya. eheehe.. bdn kecik sng nk sisip2..sumbat2 dlm bdn bus. ahahahaha. buat muke garang ckit xpun senyum seindah suria org bg tmpt duduk sllunya (lau lelaki lah) wakakka. lau ppuan sllunya tlg pggkn brg (lau ad). so td pg ad bus ums. mls nk naik tut. kena cas rm0.50.. choii btul. dak lelaki yg lembut2 pakai payung kat blkg ak dh mula berlari.. ak pun buka langkah seribu aku..xnk kalah an. ahahahahha ak smpi dlu kat dlm bus. rs nk jelir lidah kat dia sb lidut. *jhtnya ak* xbek tauu.. lau pecut ak leh lah makan. marathon susah ckit beb.. stamina.. stamina itu pntg.. ahahhaa prnafasan lg. hoho. OUTTTT !
tp geram mn pon kat pacik bus tut. (lau ak nek bus tut g oneb) ak ttp ucap trma kasih gak kat suma driver bus. ehehehe.. paling2 dpt tgk dorang senyum apaaaa. topup pahala ckit. asyik dosaaaaa jerr. humm.
spnjg pjlnn kat dlm ums mahupun jln g oneb, ak tgk sekeliling. mata ak mmg liar lau kat jln ni.. rumput yg hijau dlu kini mnguning..makin lm makin kuning kecokletan..makk aihhhhh.. pokok yg dulu megah sb kaya daun hijau..dahan sihat n kuat kini tggl ranting jerr... lesu. pilu. keringg. mcm hati ak sb dh jarang berzikir. bawa2 bertaubat yerrr. *istighfar bbyk*. makin pns.. dunia sekeliling ku, makin sakit. makin silau mata i jadinya. ak sbr n ttp menanti.. rahmatNya.. for a few months there r no shower from the sky.. pls.. we need it..human need it..plants..animal...ya rabb.. i cant imagine if dis place r turning to gurun. nauzubillah..mintak jejauh...
then.. ad hujan kejap..ku renung dr luar jendela asramaku. kat kg.E. tgkt 3. rumah no. hm x igt la plak.kbai.
hujan sekjp jer. hujan lari. hujan singgah, hujan ap jxlah org gelar. yups, dats happnd. few times. bahang pns naik kat ats bila mlm.. kitorang bepeluh2 smpi trtanggal2 sna sini. guling2 sn sini cr keselesaan. rs nk letak ais kat sebelah kipas yg blum dbeli tp pernah dplan utk dbeli jugak.kikikiki. mmbzr ! haba trpergkp. grrrrrrrrr.. kna mndi lewat mlm tp takut gk peparu berair,, syukurrrr xlma habit tu djalankan. hoho. so now.. usually ad hujan kat sblh ptg.. i mean it back to the weather it supposed to be. arent there ? but i dont knw fr hw long.
rumput makin sihat menghijau.. tnh dh xkering sgt.. pokok pun rimbun... n dok bengang2 panas jer memanjang.. rupanya tuhan nk bg kita sedar.. betapa besarnya kekuasaanNya.. pns kita mnta hujan.hujan kita mnta spya cpt pns. manusia xkn pernah bersyukur kan.rupanya tuhan nk bg kita tgk keindahan sekitar kk until ums ni..(sb tmpt terjauh ak dpt tgk bunga clone sakura stkat ni).. CANTIK !!! ya rabb..inikah hadiahmu untk kmi hambaMu  yg penuh dgn noda dan dosa tp xpernah nk bertaubat dgn alsn yg berbagai2. jika esok dtg ajal igt bleh nk mnta discount dosa kerrr ? nk mnta ot utk taubat o cri bekalan ? astgfrllhzm..
hariku diceriakan dgn bunga2 yg mekar dsekelilingku,, ppl adore it, ppl cherish it.. org korea, china rmi dok ambik gegambar.. n mostly dak ums ahh hehehe. hayati keindahan yg tuhan bagi.. sntiasa bersyukur.. ketenangan psti akn kunjung tiba.. insha Allah.. pergtn utk diriku yg sering alpa n org yg bc cerpen pendek sy ni. spontan rs nk mnulis lak mlm ni. so bagi lah kaw2 pnya.. lau pnjg lg tkut korg tdur lak. ckuplah kannn.. muuuahhhh cikeddd ! (rmi sgt org guna ayt ni skg ahhaha).

ak rs brslh jika bg nasihat n diri sndiri x buat, perlahan2 cuba tarbiah diri..muhasabah diri,, insha Allah...

thanks to u my guy bestfren ! :) smga kita jd insan yg lebih baik, insha Allah amin..

friends

you were someone i don't know before
you were someone i don't expect i will get along with
but it turned out you have given me one of the best friendship ever.

sooner, you'll no longer feeL my presence
you'll never miss my absence
i just hope that someday, when our path crossed again,
you will still be the person i used to call friends

i'm praying that our friendship will never come to an end
promise me we are true friends

God gave us 86,400 valuables seconds each day
may i use a few seconds to say thank you
for giving me the gift of knowing someone like you
i know your life can go on without me
that your life can be happy without me
that you can survive without me

but even if u turn me away,
i will stay with you and will always be your friend
thanks for this valuable moment
i really appreciate it
always.

-MIN

Alhamdulillah always !

Alhamdulillah :) m alrdy moved on. two weeks ago o more if im not mistaken. bt not saying i want someone to fill my heart.

someone frm my past has coming back. n m his first love. m always wanted to be someone's first love. but the definition of first love itself idk. to me, its someone dat taught u lots of things n u will nvr frgt abt it. most ppl their frst love is the one tat giving their first kiss. o their first lover. mostly r from their high skul memories. but sorry i just cn be a fren. is it enough if u can forgive me fr wat ive done to u. :) frens frvr !

shhh. quan is going back to uk. gonna miss him. fi hifzillah. :) suatu ms nnt inshaAllah kita akn ketemu jua.

my ex keep on saying im immatured. dude, just get over us. okay ? dats the old me during in a rltnshp. so pls stop talking abt it. lets just be betsfren. m cool with it. :) yeahh im admit m overly-attached with him. but no more aftr dis. u can b with anyone u want. so do i. m always here. u knw. lifetime fren. :) thanks

yesss m a perfectionist. dats y still single since the break up.. shhhh.. let gone b gone. ambil yg keruh, buang yg jernih. :) doakan yg terbaik antara satu sm lain... insha Allah.


doakan sy dapat hbskn my final sem...dpt buat viva dgn baik dan jayanya...dapt jalani praktikal dgn baik... murah rezeki utk dpt kerja.. insha Allah... amiiinn ya rabbal alaminn.. :)

papa, mama, siblings n the gengssss love you alll !!!!!!!!!

being alone.....

1. u prefer a smaller parit since you afraid u will into it n no one wud give u a hand.
2. ppl will stare at u n u know its u cz there is no one else beside you.
3.ppl tot u r single n try to get a luck.

- took ur number illegally
- ask fr ur number desperately/forcely
-approach n chasing you to get ur number

crazy huh ?

4. you will smile even with a simplest things.
with a sweet views, n mostly ppl will smile at you. dpt pahala mahhh

5.safety is the priority. n u will nvr hesitate to use ur imaginary martial art.

6.eating alone. sometimes awkward smtimes u enjoy it..
7. smtimes its better to be all alone. just somtimes. :)
8. nnt sy smbung lg.. sakit parutttt gia :/

The one who sit on sejadah waiting fr fajr prayer. As during dat moment im abt to walk to take a wudhu. Knw dat she will woke up 4 am evry morning. So she can recite, talk n share her problem with the God.. And the one dat selfless. Always priotize anyone else bfre herself. Dats my dreamgirl. Me : dats cud be me. :) insha Allah ameen. Smga jodoh itu milik kita. Ameen Ya Rabb.. :)