bila org environment bercherita

subhanallah masyallah... alhamdulillah.. ya rabb.. indahnya segalanya yg kau ciptakan..

time otw balik kelas: aku memegang kepalaku..denyutan vein d kepala dpt ku rskan. ak brhrp migraine kali ni xbrapa teruk brbndg sebelumnya. inshaAllah.. nafasku trcungap2 seperti baru berlari pecut 100m lagakku. kekadang ak naik angin smpi nk marah pacik bus sb x psg aircond tp just psg angin jer.. dahlah terik mcm ni.. xd common sense sgt ! bentak hatiku. kenanya ak pgsan camaner,,
ak lipat kemas2 payung yg ku beli dr watson tu. tp bukan jenama watson pun okayy. tp uv ttp tembus gak wlupun guna payung. tetttttt. kot nak pakai sunglasses jejalan area ums an. hahahaa.
ak terai2 gak tancap sunscreen/sunblock kat muka ak yg comel ni., ehhh ? tp ak rs rimas lah plak. melekit cmpur dgn peluh bak hangggg... even dh sejam lbh awal tepek kat muka. cairrrrr weyhhhh... hebatnya ciptaan Ilahi.. saiz matahari yg berlipat kali ganda walau jauh cmana pun bumi ttp gak akn kena tempiasnya ye dakk.
tp kalau crta psl nak rebut bus g kuliah ak kira sllu nasib baik sbnrnya. eheehe.. bdn kecik sng nk sisip2..sumbat2 dlm bdn bus. ahahahaha. buat muke garang ckit xpun senyum seindah suria org bg tmpt duduk sllunya (lau lelaki lah) wakakka. lau ppuan sllunya tlg pggkn brg (lau ad). so td pg ad bus ums. mls nk naik tut. kena cas rm0.50.. choii btul. dak lelaki yg lembut2 pakai payung kat blkg ak dh mula berlari.. ak pun buka langkah seribu aku..xnk kalah an. ahahahahha ak smpi dlu kat dlm bus. rs nk jelir lidah kat dia sb lidut. *jhtnya ak* xbek tauu.. lau pecut ak leh lah makan. marathon susah ckit beb.. stamina.. stamina itu pntg.. ahahhaa prnafasan lg. hoho. OUTTTT !
tp geram mn pon kat pacik bus tut. (lau ak nek bus tut g oneb) ak ttp ucap trma kasih gak kat suma driver bus. ehehehe.. paling2 dpt tgk dorang senyum apaaaa. topup pahala ckit. asyik dosaaaaa jerr. humm.
spnjg pjlnn kat dlm ums mahupun jln g oneb, ak tgk sekeliling. mata ak mmg liar lau kat jln ni.. rumput yg hijau dlu kini mnguning..makin lm makin kuning kecokletan..makk aihhhhh.. pokok yg dulu megah sb kaya daun hijau..dahan sihat n kuat kini tggl ranting jerr... lesu. pilu. keringg. mcm hati ak sb dh jarang berzikir. bawa2 bertaubat yerrr. *istighfar bbyk*. makin pns.. dunia sekeliling ku, makin sakit. makin silau mata i jadinya. ak sbr n ttp menanti.. rahmatNya.. for a few months there r no shower from the sky.. pls.. we need it..human need it..plants..animal...ya rabb.. i cant imagine if dis place r turning to gurun. nauzubillah..mintak jejauh...
then.. ad hujan kejap..ku renung dr luar jendela asramaku. kat kg.E. tgkt 3. rumah no. hm x igt la plak.kbai.
hujan sekjp jer. hujan lari. hujan singgah, hujan ap jxlah org gelar. yups, dats happnd. few times. bahang pns naik kat ats bila mlm.. kitorang bepeluh2 smpi trtanggal2 sna sini. guling2 sn sini cr keselesaan. rs nk letak ais kat sebelah kipas yg blum dbeli tp pernah dplan utk dbeli jugak.kikikiki. mmbzr ! haba trpergkp. grrrrrrrrr.. kna mndi lewat mlm tp takut gk peparu berair,, syukurrrr xlma habit tu djalankan. hoho. so now.. usually ad hujan kat sblh ptg.. i mean it back to the weather it supposed to be. arent there ? but i dont knw fr hw long.
rumput makin sihat menghijau.. tnh dh xkering sgt.. pokok pun rimbun... n dok bengang2 panas jer memanjang.. rupanya tuhan nk bg kita sedar.. betapa besarnya kekuasaanNya.. pns kita mnta hujan.hujan kita mnta spya cpt pns. manusia xkn pernah bersyukur kan.rupanya tuhan nk bg kita tgk keindahan sekitar kk until ums ni..(sb tmpt terjauh ak dpt tgk bunga clone sakura stkat ni).. CANTIK !!! ya rabb..inikah hadiahmu untk kmi hambaMu  yg penuh dgn noda dan dosa tp xpernah nk bertaubat dgn alsn yg berbagai2. jika esok dtg ajal igt bleh nk mnta discount dosa kerrr ? nk mnta ot utk taubat o cri bekalan ? astgfrllhzm..
hariku diceriakan dgn bunga2 yg mekar dsekelilingku,, ppl adore it, ppl cherish it.. org korea, china rmi dok ambik gegambar.. n mostly dak ums ahh hehehe. hayati keindahan yg tuhan bagi.. sntiasa bersyukur.. ketenangan psti akn kunjung tiba.. insha Allah.. pergtn utk diriku yg sering alpa n org yg bc cerpen pendek sy ni. spontan rs nk mnulis lak mlm ni. so bagi lah kaw2 pnya.. lau pnjg lg tkut korg tdur lak. ckuplah kannn.. muuuahhhh cikeddd ! (rmi sgt org guna ayt ni skg ahhaha).

ak rs brslh jika bg nasihat n diri sndiri x buat, perlahan2 cuba tarbiah diri..muhasabah diri,, insha Allah...

thanks to u my guy bestfren ! :) smga kita jd insan yg lebih baik, insha Allah amin..

friends

you were someone i don't know before
you were someone i don't expect i will get along with
but it turned out you have given me one of the best friendship ever.

sooner, you'll no longer feeL my presence
you'll never miss my absence
i just hope that someday, when our path crossed again,
you will still be the person i used to call friends

i'm praying that our friendship will never come to an end
promise me we are true friends

God gave us 86,400 valuables seconds each day
may i use a few seconds to say thank you
for giving me the gift of knowing someone like you
i know your life can go on without me
that your life can be happy without me
that you can survive without me

but even if u turn me away,
i will stay with you and will always be your friend
thanks for this valuable moment
i really appreciate it
always.

-MIN

Alhamdulillah always !

Alhamdulillah :) m alrdy moved on. two weeks ago o more if im not mistaken. bt not saying i want someone to fill my heart.

someone frm my past has coming back. n m his first love. m always wanted to be someone's first love. but the definition of first love itself idk. to me, its someone dat taught u lots of things n u will nvr frgt abt it. most ppl their frst love is the one tat giving their first kiss. o their first lover. mostly r from their high skul memories. but sorry i just cn be a fren. is it enough if u can forgive me fr wat ive done to u. :) frens frvr !

shhh. quan is going back to uk. gonna miss him. fi hifzillah. :) suatu ms nnt inshaAllah kita akn ketemu jua.

my ex keep on saying im immatured. dude, just get over us. okay ? dats the old me during in a rltnshp. so pls stop talking abt it. lets just be betsfren. m cool with it. :) yeahh im admit m overly-attached with him. but no more aftr dis. u can b with anyone u want. so do i. m always here. u knw. lifetime fren. :) thanks

yesss m a perfectionist. dats y still single since the break up.. shhhh.. let gone b gone. ambil yg keruh, buang yg jernih. :) doakan yg terbaik antara satu sm lain... insha Allah.


doakan sy dapat hbskn my final sem...dpt buat viva dgn baik dan jayanya...dapt jalani praktikal dgn baik... murah rezeki utk dpt kerja.. insha Allah... amiiinn ya rabbal alaminn.. :)

papa, mama, siblings n the gengssss love you alll !!!!!!!!!

being alone.....

1. u prefer a smaller parit since you afraid u will into it n no one wud give u a hand.
2. ppl will stare at u n u know its u cz there is no one else beside you.
3.ppl tot u r single n try to get a luck.

- took ur number illegally
- ask fr ur number desperately/forcely
-approach n chasing you to get ur number

crazy huh ?

4. you will smile even with a simplest things.
with a sweet views, n mostly ppl will smile at you. dpt pahala mahhh

5.safety is the priority. n u will nvr hesitate to use ur imaginary martial art.

6.eating alone. sometimes awkward smtimes u enjoy it..
7. smtimes its better to be all alone. just somtimes. :)
8. nnt sy smbung lg.. sakit parutttt gia :/

The one who sit on sejadah waiting fr fajr prayer. As during dat moment im abt to walk to take a wudhu. Knw dat she will woke up 4 am evry morning. So she can recite, talk n share her problem with the God.. And the one dat selfless. Always priotize anyone else bfre herself. Dats my dreamgirl. Me : dats cud be me. :) insha Allah ameen. Smga jodoh itu milik kita. Ameen Ya Rabb.. :)

if you love me, i will literally never realize it until you tell me, "i love you", and even then im still not sure.

if u can feel it too..unless ur heart is cold-blooded..

Give me a little bit of time so i can be just like you;

in time i can also feel how you are feeling about me. in time i will also be able to pretend our relationship meant nothing. in time i can also flirt with whoever i want without thinking about you. in time i can also spend a weekend away to socialize with a group of people and not wishing you were there too. in time i can wonder "What if?" when an attractive person is standing in front of me. in time, i will have absolutely no loyalty to you. in time, i can also be with someone new. in time, i will also be able to appear like a champion to you, how i have once convinced you to be mine and then smashed your heart into pieces but what really going to happen is that in time, i will be able to forget about what you've done to me, forget about how we came from point A to B like it was a bad dream, and forgive you because i've completely forgotten all about you.

yuna zarai says it right.